Year chases year, decay pursues decay … except for the detective heroine

My day’s journey has been pleasanter in every respect than I expected. I have been very little crowded and by no means unhappy. — Jane Austen, Letters (24 Oct 1798)

Dear friends and readers,

Half-way through January and I have some news. The good includes my two new chairs, which arrived this past Monday: the front room chair, a recliner, is deliciously comfortable. There is Ian trying it out. It’s miraculously engineered to hold up my back and head while I can still read and stretch my feet out. I love the upholstery too. The desk chair is not as obviously wonderful, but it is strong and also has a good back which I can lean into, no pillow needed. It was a bit high, but Izzy managed to bring it down sufficiently so I can type, write at my desk without over-hunching, and be seen by my zoom camera. Poor Ian has to jump higher, and I endure more scratches so we can be comfortable together on it too.

These are the first pieces of furniture I’ve bought since Jim died — barring three bookcases, 2 2/3s the way up and wide for the enclosed porch, and one small one for the part of the hall.

Not too soon, for I’ve had bad news about my back and walking. Two years ago I began to have sudden soaring pain from the back of my waist to my hip when I walked too long or fast; then about a year ago I couldn’t walk as long without my lower back starting to hurt, and I’d have these sudden stabs, and now they occur at random just walking about the house. I said that magic year number, 1946 (“what year were you born?”), and got an appointment quickly with Dr Wiltz and then a physical therapist. Arthritis, degenerating disks and osteoporosis are the terms. These translate into I am losing the cushions (all metaphors now) between my disks (bone or cartilage) around the right side of my lower back to the point that two of them rub together — there’s almost no cushion. He told me I ought not to take long walks, for that just inflames the area. While I no longer enjoy long walks, especially as almost all the time I do it alone, this morning as I went out to pick up my paper I felt a yearning for the fresh chilled air.

Driving to and from a gym is stressful, time-consuming; most of them are anonymous, no socializing I could see, decent ones not inexpensive. Great anonymous barns, soulless, worse than modern hotels if you can imagine that. (Years ago Jim took me to a luxurious one, very expensive, and then said we were too old, and would not fit in as it was for socializing.) A cold water pool is torture. So now at home twice a day I’ve started exercises designed to strengthen my “core.” I once tried yoga, which I found just ridiculous — not the stretching itself but all the inane talk, words, rituals around it, including the special music. But I have left-over a mat. My knees hurt when they hit the hard floor — and at other times too. It aches my shoulders to lay flat down and the upper part of my back while I lie on the floor. I do the stand-from-a-chair and stationary bike too. I listen on my ipad to Pandora channels for Mary Chapin Carpenter, Nancy Griffins, Joan Baez. It all takes over 20 minutes. I am more careful about picking anything up — I could not pick up the tree to take it out of the house when Christmas (the tree) was taken out – Izzy did it.

Poor lonely Ian. Izzy and I have decided we will not go anywhere together for more than a few hours, no days on end until we find him a companion cat. He and I are becoming closer, and she tells me that when I am out for a couple of hours, he starts to prowl about looking for me, and then will go into the hall near my workroom and then howl. Like he is doing right now from the living area — I call it clamoring. I will not be able to cope with the websites Laura showed me: run by enterpreneurial foster mothers, I’ve no idea what to do (like the photo websites where I can’t figure out how to order framed photos of Clarycat), if she does not help me, by later spring I’ll go to the Alexandria animal shelter and get us a rescue cat … and/or maybe a dog. Dog walking would not be overlong, get me out and eventually provides companionship. I am very lonely for Clarycat. Ian does not sleep with me, he does not stay close all the time the way she did; he’s not there in the same way. I find myself crying when I try to talk of her.

Resolutely turning to good things: Laura did come over and all of my three blogs now have a modern appearance: they had hitherto been using a “retired” template and it was beginning to develop glitches with new aspects of wordpress software: if you step back and look at Under the Sign of Sylvia II or all around what you are reading, and you will see what a pretty set of blue hues, with my profile picture, Rose Williams as Charlotte Heywood off to work as a governess in the Andrew Davies & company free adaptation of Sanditon. Go to Reveries under the Sign of Austen, Two, and you see shades of dark pink and maroon lettering; this time my profile picture is Olivia Williams as Jane Austen meditating the water sadly in Gwyneth Hughes’s Miss Austen Regrets (out of Austen’s letters, especially as interpreted by David Nokes); finally, go to Ellen and Jim have a blog, Two, and the space is soft greens and a sort of hazel-colored lettering, with the profile picture, a still from a movie of A Midsummer Night’s Dream I saw several years ago at the Folger, an actress playing Puck looking into the horizon — the blog is to be on the creative spirit in all the arts. Here are these two pictures in full:

Nothing without its flaw: Izzy and I have not managed to make my links visible as a blogroll any more. The “happiness engineers” will not help people out individually, and four different sets of instructional videos have gotten us nowhere. I have the links inside my software so they are not lost to me at least.

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From Gaudy Night — both people under strain

My courses have started at Politics and Prose, and OLLI at Mason begins next week, which includes me teaching Women’s Detective Fiction. More on the last tomorrow at Austen Reveries. For now I’ll say I am so enjoying the four Dorothy Sayers books I’ve read or am in the midst of over the past few weeks, the pleasure is akin to what I feel when I read Jane Austen. I’ve gone through at least 3 bouts of reading Sayers: once at age 18-20 when I read two of her books from Dante’s Commedia (Hell, Purgatory), which three yellowing aged books I still have: my first introduction to the poet in this Edmund Spenserian verse. I did understand the poem – there are more notes on a page than verse. I was in my first years of college, basically living alone. I can remember reading Five Red Herrings and Nine Tailors at the time (with my father disparaging Lord Peter as “not manly,” “not believable”), but find I own copies of Unnatural Death and Busman’s Holiday. Then in my later 30s and 40s, when PBS aired the Edward Petherbridge-Harriet Walter series of three Lord Peter-Harriet Vane stories when I read for the first time Strong Poison and Gaudy Night, and just loved them. My original pseudonym so long ago when I first came onto the Net was Miss Sylvia Drake! And now again. Kara Keeling’s course in Clouds of Witness, Unpleasantness at Bellona Club, and Murder Must Advertise is very enjoyable, intelligent, informative, pleasant. I am by the way enchanted by Ian Carmichael’s Lord Peter, and Sayers’ too.

So I’ve decided for Spring 2025 to do a course on Dorothy Sayers. It will spare me new work — all that I’m doing now will go into that. At moments I get so enthusiastic I begin to think of a book.

For Sayers there are three biographies at least, so many editions of all her books, but not much close reading and literary criticism. Her Lord Peter Wimsey is not truly taken seriously except by those writing about mystery-thrillers by women in the 1930s. Not a very wide category. For PD James whose books are equally but differently works of genius, there is much literary criticism, and hardly any biography beyond her own autobiography. The third woman I’m “covering for my course, Elizabeth Mackintosh aka Josephine Tey has a marvelous biographer, Jennifer Morag Henderson but essays about her are about her Scottishness and Richard III. She wrote far more plays than novels, had two pseudonyms (Gordon Daviat the other)’ her Richard of Bordeaux, a great hit, disagreeing (wrongly) with Shakespeare’s interpretation of the man as a troubled neurotic, made John Gielgud’s early fame. But I’m not compelled for she lacks the variety and brilliant literary facility and intriguing depths of Sayers.

77 people have registered for this course at OLLI at Mason — I don’t recognize a lot of the names and I’ve a hunch those showing up who’ve never had a class with me may not stay long if they think they are there to be frivolously engaging in superficial games. For me these authors and their books improve each time you read them, for each time you get far more out of their worlds. I’ve started Singing Sands by Tey (later book where her detective has had a nervous breakdown and returns to the Highlands to recuperate); I’ve now started, read and seen so many by P.D. James I must write a separate blog. I do think this is the first time in years I’ve come across a literary figure I’m drawn to about whom I would truly enjoy writing a book. FWIW, there’s been several in my life: Anne Finch, Winston Graham of Poldark fame; not Diana Gabaldon but her Outlander books (still her), Austen, Trollope, and now Dorothy Sayers.


A dream image of myself as Fanny Price (Sylvestre Le Tousel, one of the great actresses of our time) writing, here in the library of Mansfield Park to her beloved brother (Mansfield Park, 1983)

Out of my course in Black Women Writers of the Harlem Renaissance with Michelle Simms-Burton, I’ve been watching the film adaptation of Nella Larson’s Passing. Done deliberately in black and white. It is a very faithful adaptation about the agonies of a black person who looks white in the US and has chosen to lead a life of a white — cutting herself off from family, original friends and ever living a lie. The characters are all black middle class is part of the movie’s originality — and book’s — not that there aren’t such books, but white people don’t know about them when they are not very angry or masterpieces (James Baldwin) or aesthetically revolutionary (Toni Morrison). For a white person you learn so much about what black people go through in the US society that you never thought of. Or I never did. Strongly recommended as well as Jessie Redmon Fausset’s Plum Bun, about which I also must write a blog of its own. As with Forster’s Maurice, I loved that Plum Bun had a happy ending. I’ve begun a supeb biography by George Hutchinson; as far-reaching in implications about such trauma, hardship and unhappiness as Isabel Wilkinson’s Caste. What does it mean to live a life based on a color line?

So I have been busy in the raison d’etre of my existence, literary (and nowadays) film study.
The pleasantest zoom of them all have been my poetry reading sessions with a group of serious readers of poetry. One poem by Louise Gluck I understood for the first time.

The Night Migraines:

This is the moment when you see again
the red berries of the mountain ash
and in the dark sky
the birds’ night migrations.

It grieves me to think
the dead won’t see them—
these things we depend on,
they disappear.

What will the soul do for solace then?
I tell myself maybe it won’t need
these pleasures anymore;
maybe just not being is simply enough,
hard as that is to imagine.

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I don’t want to go on for too long. So I’ll end on the theme of detective heroines I’ve been so engaged with for weeks, nay months, about which I put on face-book my time-line this review of TLS and a specific article on the republication of some older detective “classics” this morning:

A couple of years ago I was lamenting how TLS was now turning into a tasteless super-slim supplement which didn’t understand the previous audience and appeal to a mythical new audience (which apparently never appeared) was counter-productive. They were striving for the ugly offensive images so loved by Tina Browne when at the New Yorker.

No longer even if the articles are now mostly very short and when political the bias is sort of (disguised) conservative. There are often excellent reviewers who seem able to say a lot in a shortish space (and if they need more room are given it) on subjects of real interest which are also intellectually sound. They address concerns of right now. I wrote about the January 5th review of the Penguin reprinting of mystery stories where all but 4 are by men, and said that the reviewer condemned this — though she took time to get there (see comment).

They are more successfully feminist than the now defunct Women’s review of Books or the new Liber (which is not succeeding) which came to take its place. Probably this is a matter of money: TLS still has sources of income.

So four more pieces from January 5th:

Opens with an explanation of the Assange case and an excellent defense of him on the principles of a free press and what is press is for. Charles Glass sometimes writes for LRB. A good review of a Norwegian woman artist by Lucy Davies (yes the translator): Harriet Backer, about the interior worlds suggested by Backer’s art and use of light and architecture. An essay on the biography and new edition of Anthony Hecht reviewed by Andrew Neilson – A Wound that Will Not Close Janet Todd on Mary Shelley’s apocalyptic Last Man. A new edition, Mary Shelley’s attitudes towards the coming calamity and revolution about which Todd manages to suggest it’s not very readable — Death Marches on. A new non-fiction book by Philippa Gregory, trying to praise and show how “Normal Women” (the title is unfortunate as well as some of what is asserted — like suffragettes killed people when they didn’t kill anyone, not one, and were it not for these “elite” women no one would have paid attention) worked hard to survive and what the great cruel odds were.


The gothic heroine glides into the book …

In particular, given my interest in women’s detective fiction just now – for some time to come too:

I’d like to vindicate Muireann Maguire in her article for TLS, Cherchez la femme, on the new reprinting of a bunch of older (perhaps out of copyright) books, most of them apparently mysteries. I had the impression the author herself condoned or pretended not to notice that all but 4 of the books are by men, and that the 4 themselves anything but feminist. Not at all.

Maguire does describe this as the situation — after she gives a flowery introduction about the original Penguin publication of books like this and other subgenres. What colors they came in &c What she doesn’t say (I think) forcefully enough is that at the turn of the century there profit-making motive of publishers was less in evidence and they really did produce books where they of course meant to make money but also meant to serve the public decently. This makes me remember the original Everyman series, and the later Modern Library ones.

But then when she goes on to reveal how few women were originally published, how then they are presented in denigrating non-serious ways, she brings out forcefully that this attitude is still going on in this new and seriously distorting misogyny. If women were treated condescendingly and if all of the books, but especially those by men contained centrally misogynistic and sexy-violent (low grade porn) incidents, books by women were nonetheless printed in large numbers and were probably “the leaders” in the field. Now she says by not publishing them at all you lose their words, you lose the social context, you marginalize women’s contribution to our society.

I love how she ends on a kind of somber joke or pun — since she is talking about detective fiction, she says what’s happening is criminal. Well it is — the corollary of this is erasing women, depriving them of existence, and in the US right now if you get pregnant in some states if you have a miscarriage, you can be arrested, if your pregnancy goes badly and you are in danger of death you can be let to die. It’s a felony if you mishandle your miscarriage …

I’ve gone out with a few friends to museum shows and lunching, renewed an old friendship with Diana Birchall who I first met as Miss Schuster-Slatt from Gaudy Night. The odd thing I’ve discovered about so many friendships is that people don’t necessarily or at all have to like one another, but I do like Diana and hope she likes me. Still, suffice to say I remain bereft inwardly. Only with Adele do I laugh. I am ever learning that lesson from Anne Finch’s poem, “I on Myself Can Live,” which was the title of the literary biography I tried to write about her and put here on the Internet. Shall I try for a book on Dorothy Sayers, especially after teaching a whole course on her next spring (2025)?

Ellen

Author: ellenandjim

Ellen Moody holds a Ph.D in British Literature and taught in American senior colleges for more than 40 years. Since 2013 she has been teaching older retired people at two Oscher Institutes of Lifelong Learning, one attached to American University (Washington, DC) and other to George Mason University (in Fairfax, Va). She is also a literary scholar with specialties in 18th century literature, translation, early modern and women's studies, film, nineteenth and 20th century literature and of course Trollope. For Trollope she wrote a book on her experiences of reading Trollope on the Internet with others, some more academic style essays, two on film adaptations, the most recent on Trollope's depiction of settler colonialism: "On Inventing a New Country." Here is her website: http://www.jimandellen.org/ellen/ No part of this blog may be reproduced without express permission from the author/blog owner. Linking, on the other hand, is highly encouraged!

15 thoughts on “Year chases year, decay pursues decay … except for the detective heroine”

  1. I have given up for now getting a color photo of Clarycat printed to put in a frame. I discovered the Photo Shop charges egregious prices; that’s why they wanted a high resolution print from a digital camera; without that the picture may disappoint and they could not charge as much. I did manage to print out a black-and-white version of the photo Nora made for me; I will just scotch-tape it on my nearby wall (one facing me). Clarycat’s essential character comes through and when I look at it I’ll remember her love for me and our perpetual companionship for 15 years and 7 months. Do notice the “for now;” if ever I have a friend or someone here who knows how to make my printer print portrait photos in color, then I’ll try again. Not that I’m hopeful.

  2. A really “awesome chair” for sure! I immediately had to say after just reading the intro with its mention of this chair, “all is well that ends well,” which dovetailed into what I’ve got to “sort out” in my own life and there is plenty to sort! Then came your mention of back pain which I’ve experienced over the years on a very minor and infrequent basis for which I’m thankful, because I can ascertain from others including and especially my own dad who always had it with “sciatica” severely, having a “bum back” as he mentioned when I would grill him as to the why and can’t something be done to make it stop! The miraculous thing is even with his physically demanding trade he never complained or wanted any sympathy, as he explained how he just has to “live with it and accept it as a part of his daily life!”

    Then just yesterday I was watching a video with two PhD Theologians talking and discussing sin and the worst types that can bring on severe darkness in some cases, very sad and frightening stuff to say the least. But, what rang out at the time and then now, was a point one of these men made note of which was, “if a pebble is in my shoe and causing quite a lot of discomfort” how he suggests it’s better to not rush to remove it and be so overly concerned about that discomfort from a “self” perspective, but rather to “instead take it in stride and offer it up for blessings to others!” This reminds me how my dad when I was just a kid and really wanting to figure out why he had this back problem with so much pain, “it’s not right,” all his suffering it seemed to me so I wanted answers! He would remind me how “it’s all part of life and learning to accept and cope with the things we’re not able to change and be glad for all the good we do have focusing on that, while then realizing there are good reasons for everything which we may not know or understand presently but how eventually we will if not in the here and now then down the road or even when we leave this world!”

    Oh wow, I think I get it now and how of course pain is part of life here in this world and who can’t see that! But, dad also said in his very brief responses to my long winded queries how “we have to learn to take the good with the bad;” so of course if nothing is perfect here what kind of fool would I be to think that just because “I don’t want to accept this innate fact” that it should all be made straight or problem free by my say-so. Now you point out with your explanation of “the fine new chair” how its primarily about “learning to adjust,” and don’t we ever make adjustments in life continually as “change is a necessary component” to an existence where nothing remains the same or stays in some idyllic state of being; not in “the here and now” at any rate. So I add I was impressed with the mention of how you got the harsh reality from your medical experts and then how you still do what you began with Jim, when you both wanted to have an exercise plan in place to maintain the “flexibility and mobility” while “strengthening” as best you could! You are very proactive and quite wise to not allow any rut to develop from trying to meet the challenges that life is always throwing at us! And I absolutely agree with that yoga perspective of yours, which is how I’ve always seen it since my teen years, when sisters of mine or fellow students and friends would rave about it, but, I didn’t get it as I always saw it as ridiculous and strange and how it didn’t even begin to compare to my taking hikes out in the natural world or along the beach, and just plain old cycling all over town, perhaps stopping here and there to have a chat with someone I hadn’t seen for a while.

    Sweet little Ian, is so dependent and obviously even closer to you now than ever not having dear Clarycat about! There it is that “adjustment thing” happening to everyone and everything making life a non-stop challenge; but, I say always worth the effort and hanging tough as long as it takes, and onward to the finale, can’t let anything including “life” itself get us down which this essay is a “great testament to that core truth.” I am of the mindset as I’ve stated before of being a kind of “Don Quixote Man of La Mancha” outlook no matter what happens, because I see how this dichotomy of the living is a mixed bag at best, of “the good, the bad and the ugly;” yup that was a good title for a story, play and made for a tremendous film to boot.

    Very uncanny that your writing is so contemplative for me and precisely hones in on specific thoughts and concepts that just over the last 24 hours have had me churning inside, in a sense very much soul-searching, and grappling with my own as they say personal tragedies or demons. This last 24 hour period has been revelatory and was triggered by what those theologians were discussing, but now with your writing here some things are truly crystalizing for the better of course, and just prior to reading your finely written essay I had thought about a particular scripture that has me quite humbled as well as very concerned! I share it here because I do feel deeply how it’s so vitality important for all human beings to consider its core meaning and message to take to heart.

    Luke 6:41-43 “Why do you look at the speck in your brother’s eye, but fail to notice the beam in your own eye? 42How can you say, ‘Brother, let me take the speck out of your eye,’ while you yourself fail to see the beam in your own eye? You hypocrite! First take the beam out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye. 43No good tree bears bad fruit, nor does a bad tree bear good fruit.”

    I’m not trying to preach, but, I’m saying publicly how this has me shaking in my boots, because I see clearly, how I, like probably mostly all people can so easily shoot off my mouth about one thing or another that I see as so off the wall or wrong about quite a lot of people, but, then how about taking that proverbial mirror or prism I’m aiming at them and taking a long hard look into it, “so I see as deep as possible into my own soul first and foremost!” Yes it’s a new year and I don’t go in for making resolutions so much as to say only this; “that maybe this is a great moment in time to have an accounting of myself in order to clean up my own act; some real self-actualization!” Mom always told that, “there is always room for improvement and practice makes perfect!”

    I know how difficult it is, how you say you find it hard not to cry when thinking or longing for Clarycat, I do that whenever I think heartily of my recent loss of Penny a year ago and even all my past animal companions, and of course our empathy is a great thing and never a waste of time!

    The artistic and graphic design enhancements you have incorporated into your blog site are very nice and well done for sure; the photos are beautiful and strong positives as usual! Maybe one day I’ll finally decide I should stop being so blasé and get out of my rut and improve my own site, which is long overdue but time and motivation are lacking at the moment. “I have Bigger fish to fry” as they say, and more important “priorities” await my attention presently.

    Oh and this, “Dante’s Commedia (Hell, Purgatory)” sprang out to me as fitting my mind-set over the last 24 hours as being something I recalled reading back in my college days which I’m considering as being quite fitting in reference to “the beam in one’s own eye,” worthy of a reread soon!!!

    The following except also grabbed my fullest attention to contemplate its full meaning!

    “It grieves me to think
    the dead won’t see them—
    these things we depend on,
    they disappear.

    What will the soul do for solace then?
    I tell myself maybe it won’t need
    these pleasures anymore;
    maybe just not being is simply enough,
    hard as that is to imagine”

    Now that is just honestly too hard to contemplate for me and way too sad; thereby “I activate my hope for brighter visages and unimaginable beauty yet to come!”

    I’ve gone on a bit much so even though I could expand much further on what your writing has triggered and inspired in me, I will “call it a wrap for now!”

    Thank you very much Ellen for these insights and inspirations you shared here!
    Larry

    1. I can never begin to answer you adequately. Of course one must accept what is reality and here I have to accept aging. I am trying. I also have to accept that cats have a much shorter life span. But as with my husband I miss her so and it helps me to be able to grieve frankly. I don’t know how old you are: when Jim and I were in our 40s through our 60s we would go for long walks. I remember enjoying the Sayers’ Dante and understanding it. Imagine me at age 18-19 living alone in a small apartment by myself reading Sayers’ Dante. How innocent I was. Since then I’ve read much more about Dante, Allen Mandelbaum’s is the best translation and I read it with the English on the other side, and I’ve studied Italian and the Italian Renaissance since. We must try to be cheerful — that helps keep us alive and in better health. Have you watched the film, Shadowlands, based on CS Lewis’s Surprised by Joy, with Anthony Hopkins and Debra Winger. It’s my last of my Winter Solstice movies. I think you might enjoy it very much. In friendship, Ellen

      1. Very encouraging commentary and I agree with everything you’ve said here! Even though not being perhaps perplexed with my spiels and how best to respond; if at all for that matter! I see myself in reality, no rose collared glasses here and I do carry on a bit much or let’s just say, I’ve always been told I talk a lot or too much! I’ve even talked myself into trouble for sure; hard to change what you are when you’ve been that way all of your life or came from birth with what can be called certain talents to some or otherwise handicaps to others! I guess it’s just a matter of one’s perspective, likes and dislikes; Lord knows we all have them, goes with the territory or the human condition!

        Ellen, it’s just terrific that you brought up C.S. Lewis and I admire everything about him, on top of his having been a gifted writer! I wrote a little essay regarding him during a major turning point in his life for my blog about two years ago, which I would like to share with you here as it contains a short well-done film portrayal of Mr. Lewis and one of his dear friends of the time J. R. R. Tolkien; as they talked and walked. A short but remarkable reenactment of an actual bit of history in C.S. Lewis’ life!

        An Evolutionary Fluke

        And who doesn’t think Anthony Hopkins is a brilliant gifted master of performing on stage or the screen as they say; always enjoy anything with him in it! An added note, one of my sisters met him on a movie set and she said he was so down to earth, friendly and humble with her; very genuine as she saw him in person; to me I take that as he’s a regular kind of guy! But my usually being considered to be a bit of a film buff, or let’s say, it being one of my favorite lifelong pastimes; you know it’s amazing now to think that I haven’t seen Shadowlands! But, I believe you’ve given me my homework or weekend project, of what entertainment to jump into! And I haven’t seen all of Debra Winger’s film work but I always enjoyed anything I did see with her in it, she being a fine actress!

        I’ve also never read Allen Mandelbaum’s translation of Dante, so that too will be something I should consider doing soon!

        Very interesting how just before I saw your comment here in my Word Press notifications, I was responding to a comment from a professor theologian out in California who is working on another PhD program, so pressed for time yet who very unexpectedly just left me a comment today. This to me is very interesting, this very uncanny connecting as I see it, to your comment now and mention of C.S Lewis!

        And specifically how you mentioned taking walks with your husband Jim was for you both all those years, such a wonderful thing you did together; and as the C.S. Lewis piece actually is about a stroll in the countryside these two great writers had taken and their ensuing revelatory conversation, which led to a great turning point for C.S. Lewis! The short film clip contained therein is them doing just that; them walking along chatting! I love it!

        I hope you will enjoy this bit of history and my personal take on all of this and it will be good to hear from you again as to your perspective too!

        Thanks and in friendship with blessings,
        Larry

  3. I am sorry for your back pains, which sound a lot like mine which are also from very bad arthritis & osteo. The shooting nerve pains sound like the hideous sciatica I had for seven months right after my big move. They have gone away. Everyone told me sciatica would go away in a week or two, but mine persited much longer. I hope your excruciating pains will vanish too & on the sooner side. Your pretty chair looks divinely comfortable. Ian seems to find it agreeable too for a little cat sit & think. Perchance to contemplate on his effable, ineffable name which only he knows & will never tell. I did own 3 very old Dantes too, but never read them, & I also had a collection each of Tey, Sayers, Simenons & a couple of P.D. James & Christies for the guest room shelves but all were donated in the great downsize because no more guest room, & the Dantes since I hadn’t ever read them, I surely never would now. But you just never know about that, look at me now buying all the Sayers again. At least used copies & being read by me this time round! And Nathaniel Hawthorne! – who would have thought of reading him in 2024? All thanks to you & our inspiring reading group – Trollope & His Contemporaries. Thank you so much, Ellen, et al, for giving me something so interesting to do & think & talk about in deep freezy old dark Winter. The new formatting is beautiful & very chic! Judith

    1. Yes I have to thank Laura, my older daughter, who did it. It took 2 hours and was no trivial thing to work out. I can’t have my old blogroll though — we have yet to figure out how to make it visible on the sidebar. I don’t have these shooting pains all the time, just when I’ve walked too far and too fast, though I admit I had some now and again at random recently. That’s what made me seek a doctor’s advice and physical therapy help. I am doing the exercises they gave me, about 20 minutes worth, twice a day. They make me ache but I hope will retard the progress of this deterioration. Yes Ian likes the new chair 🙂 I read the Sayers Dante over 50 years ago, and just the first two books. What a creature I must have been: living in an apartment by myself, a small library job, going to college full-time, no friends to speak of. Reading and studying away — an innocent. If it were not for our group, I would not have read many of the books we’ve been doing these last years. You are all wonderful supports and I try hard to make all comfortable.

  4. At risk of being overbearing or too far off topic, I’m so inspired that I decided to add this just in case someone out there is really having a hard time or struggling with the cacophony or even the dire-straits that they see in the present direction of education in America and our newest generations of youth; my hope is to such persons this presentation will be of some value and even relief. I know Ellen and others associated here of course are quite astute and tuned into education which I greatly admire and appreciate, so my hats off to you!
    Watch the whole Podcast if you can take the time it’s worth it for sure; but if you’re a harried person who is used to spreading yourself thin on multitasking and can’t relax for an hour then at about 40 minutes in start listening to this portion about education and it will be well worth it!

    https://www.prageru.com/video/tim-kennedy-reports-on-the-front-lines-of-israel-ukraine-and-the-u-s-southern

  5. I love your blog and only wish I could be as brilliant and accomplished as you are. We have so much in common, your deep love of your animals, England, so many writers, especially Dorothy Sayers, Josephine Tey and P.D. James. So I’m sorry that my question may see rather superficial. But where did you get the fabulous chair, or who is the maker?I also share with you serious lower back and vertebrae issues that are debilitating my life and ability to function. It’s very shocking to me after a life of never even thinking of my health or mobility. I enjoy your blog and live vicariously through you. You live the life I wish I could’ve, I should’ve led. Thank you for allowing me to experience it through you.

    Marjorie Nugent
    St. Paul, Minnesota
    nugentmarjorie@gmail.com

    1. It’s very kind of you to say this. I write with the hope I am reaching people like myself and creating a terrain for us to share a friendship. I bought the front room chair in Northern Virginia where I live Here is the address and website and phone: Warehouse Showrooms, The Chair Shop & Sleep Sofa Distributors, 5641-K General Washington Drive, Alexandria, Va 22312. 703-941-5822. warehouseshowrooms.com Ellen

  6. 1/19/2023 Little indicative story. For a third time since I’ve lived here (40 years now) someone has stolen my snow shovel. You’d think such a super-rich neighborhood, people would be above that . You’d be wrong. They have signs against multi-dwellings (new zoning legislation), are against public transportation lest their quality of life or property values go down. Petty theft though, that’s okay. So I used a broom and brush to clear my car — as the snow is light. Someone did shovel my front sidewalk (thank you) and the path leading to my house stayed mostly clear. Below is my profile picture for last year which I labelled: Me in training for old age; I had not cats when I was young but I stretched a truth and included a dream image of Clarycat; now she is with me here in spirit I spent the day reading a wonderful book: Dorothy Sayers’ Gaudy Night; I am one chapter away from the delirious ending.

    1. Judy, ever the optimist. In fact I am curious who stole them. It has occurred years apart and it must’ve been when I left the shovel by the front of the house. It was probably two different people. Once an axe we had was stolen — this was many many years ago. I am told that people come up to cars and see if they are locked and do steal them too — once in a while. Outsiders? Passers-by?

  7. Lawrence, please do not embed videos in your replies in the future. This one kept going on and it was my daughter who found it. I prefer silence 🙂

    1. Ellen, yes I will watch out moving forward, I used that video in my own blog because of the J.F.K. speech he made and the Vietnam war footage being spliced together for a good montage that fit at the time and only because there was nothing else I could find on YouTube that was like it!

      Thanks for the heads up! And tell Izzy good work and that I said thanks, especially for watching out for mom so well! Hey if she wants to help me with future blog posts to point out where I need to shape up or not use one thing or another that would be great! Right, I’m sure she’s too busy for that silliness and yes I’m a clown at times! I admit I could use the help though!

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